whatever..

today was an important day of my life.. its valuable and memorable for me and only me.. rest of my life i have to carry this day with me.. this day induced a turning point in my life.. now i'm not quiet sure abt whether its a good turn or a turn towards a deadly tunnel.. whatever the thing is.. what happened that happened.. no one can deny.. i just expected a little effort from the person who is also part of this.. expected at least he would also remember.. lol... it was too much to expect u know.. those days were investment of his life.. now he just wants the present.. no looking backward.. it consumes energy and time which he can give to his other businesses now.. why should he waste his time?? his investment came out to be successful yeah?? so let's look forward..
its only silly me who still cherish or curse those days.. the very starting of our goddamn relationship where he gave all his efforts n i had to bury myself ..
THREE CHEERS!! hahahaha

Get Well Soon !

Well.. after long one month suffering tomorrow I'm going to join my internship again. Due to illness got to take leave from the office. Doctor recommended to take rest for another week but I assured him I'll take good care of myself. Feeling good now :)
For certain reasons I'm happy today.

wishing myself all the best :)

ba-bye dear diary.

Strange Life with Strangers

I am in search of something.. don't know how long it would take. Life is very strange.. and every one is a stranger here lol.. Even getting close to someone we can't be sure about a person's mind and concepts. Sometimes we get pleased.. we keep our trust.. our heart says the name in every bit.. but when the real game starts we can not match our belief to the real character. And yeah life is a game indeed!! By now I learn to know this unbearable truth. I am trying my level best to take it as it comes. Praying to god to give me patience. Please do play the LIFE GAME honestly.. be in your real character rather than pretending. Do Understand your existing responsibilities first and then take any further. If you are in any dilemma or confusion about your role please make it clear, otherwise it'll make your partner's and your life Hell. If you are a lucky person bestowed with love Please Please don't let it die due to your lack of confidence and stupid acts. Try to keep your love green. Because nothing is going to exist in your coming days other than this love. Pretty soon you will see everyone around you changing their faces. Don't blame yourself at that time, be matured.. listen to your heart.

Hello Dear Diary

I used to write diary when i was in high school. After that got busy with lots of stuff and couldn't manage time for my dear diary. Sometimes I feel like writing again for my own but keep myself away from it for some reasons. My diary expresses my deep emotions when I am too happy or too hurt. I thought these should not be expressed anymore even in my diary as life is becoming complicated day by day. Bad memories should not be kept anywhere. Again, I learned happiness becomes double when it is shared and sorrows become half. Whatever the reason is.. finally I listen to my urge and now I am here to start my diary again.

Hello My Dear DIARY :)
I missed U